Hey guyssss, Happy new month. Welcome to the month of divine perfection and also my birth month. I pray this month yields success and productivity in all our endeavors.
This weather never cease to amaze me😑 One minute the sun is shining, another minute there’s a heavy downpour of rain. I can’t even move round my house with simple clothes, because this cold is unnerving.
This is actually the longest I have written here. I have put all my effort and heart in this letter, so I want you guys to take your time to read this.
How are you? It has been so long since we have interacted. I realize I have been distant and I apologize, especially to myself. You see I have deprived myself of your much needed guidance and wisdom. Certainly, I have missed you. I never knew how much you meant to me until you were gone. Like so many others that don’t know what they have until it’s gone. Truth is, you never left. You were always there and with you come so much, happiness, joy, freedom, abundance. How could I have ever let you go? How could I have turned my back on you, when all you wanted was to show me how your essence is needed in order for me to be the best version of myself.
It’s like this, just know that I will never let you go again neither will I take you for granted. I promise to nurture you and protect you and always show you just what you mean to me. Living without you is not living. It is merely existing. I think it is safe to say that a life without love is no life at all. It is an empty shell without you and now that I found you, you will never be without my presence and I without yours. Emphatically, I promise not to keep you to myself and share you with the world. I won’t be selfish. I promise to be kind and true and shine so bright like a star in the midnight sky and be the star that I am in the world, an all-consuming fire–that eternal flame that burns deeply inside my soul. You illuminated all those things that I buried deep down within me that I chose not to acknowledge–those patterns and negative behaviors I exhibited that brought me pain and sorrow time and time again. Consequently, I was bound, shackled; disallowing myself to be free, free to be me—authentic. For so long I hid myself from the world keeping myself in the background, hiding behind a mask when I was meant to shine and be a light to the world, embarking on quests that would truly make me happy.
Love and fire are one. Oh what a mystery, a wonder this thing called love something that we search for lifetime after lifetime. Hoping to be emotionally fulfilled and completed by some thing or person, you see; not really knowing what it truly means to love and what it means to be loved properly.
Love, you purify me bringing wisdom and creativity to myself and the rest of the world. Hmm the world another interesting topic–has become such a hideous place where we hate ourselves and each other—a place where we refuse to go within and think for ourselves. Love, nowadays, everyone isn’t clear on their intentions. There’s so much mixed signals or miscommunication. Perhaps that is why you are so important, you bring light and awareness to those dark places. You make us to vibrate so high that we are able to ascend to higher dimensions opening the mind’s eye and unveiling the mystery that at the end of the day love is all there is. For this reason, I will always allow you to consume me because you bring out the best in me.
Love, I know you’re not just romantic. You are familial too and plain old platonic between friends. Honestly I take you for granted in those situations, Love but i’m so blessed with your presence when I’m surrounded by those I care about the most. You definitely overpower your romantic side when your other sides are much more encompassing.
I will be certain to tell the world this: let love, this consuming fire, consume you also, and; open up your heart because the soul is calling. It needs you to surrender to love and let go of the ego because the ego will only hinder you from experiencing what the soul is trying to give to you–the ability to love yourself and others from aspects of understanding, compassion, joy, and freedom because love has no conditions but it does have boundaries.
Through love, you will draw abundance on all levels, with a deepening of intuition. You will forever never be the same. You will be free to succeed, succeed to exceed, exceed to proceed. You will proceed to your next journey. It is a journey you can’t even fathom, filled with pure orgasmic ecstasy and passion. Oh what a beautiful thing to live life and be free. So what are you waiting for? Let’s get to the loving because the sooner the better.
Now, I must be honest. This pursuit of love and happiness will not be an easy task because to love means to be true and most of us are afraid of truth—the truth of seeing who you really are, the bad and ugly parts of us that we choose not to acknowledge because we don’t think that anything is wrong with us when in actuality we are flawed individuals. Nevertheless, it’s going to be okay because no one being is perfect. No one is born knowing and having it all together. A diamond undergoes much pressure before its true beauty is revealed. You must withstand the pressures of life. Allow the pressure to mold you and shape you into the multifaceted beings that you are. There are many levels to you beloved and after all of that fashioning, your hard work and endurance, you will be shining so bright blinging in the face of humanity. You are a limitless being! Therefore, love without limits because this is how you love truly and unconditionally.
Love, here is my conclusion. Thank you for all you have taught me. You reminded me that I am a strong, loving, understanding, and compassionate spiritual being–attributes that were always there. So now when I love, it is true and unconditional. You have shown me how to love properly and wisely and to not give away my power when love is not reciprocated. I will not allow anyone else to drain me, use me, or take advantage of me because; when I do so, I’m not loving myself. We can’t have that! I have learned a great deal on my journey to self and with much gratitude, the most important being that life on earth is about learning who you are on a soul level. So we must seek the knowledge of Self and help the soul remember its path. We must continuously learn how to love ourselves; after all, it is an ongoing process. Let me tell you that no one can love you better than you or the way that you do. Self-love is the best love! The love and happiness I obtained came from within and I will guard and protect it with every fiber of my being. No person, place, or thing gave this love to me and I won’t ever give anyone or anything the job of making me happy. That is my job and my job alone! Love, it feels wonderful to have you in my life again. This time I will never let you go. I promise to always treasure you. After all, you are a treasure, a gem. Perhaps you are a beautiful emerald because you inspired me to be myself and you bring with you integrity and infinite patience–the gem known for being the stone of successful love. To find you, meant going into the abyss where my heartaches and insecurities reside and that was a hard thing to do. However, searching for you was worth the time and effort. My heart has been set afire. Oh how I longed for you all of my life searching in all the wrong places thinking that if I found someone to love and value me that would somehow complete me. I made the mistake of thinking that a person could complete me. So instead of looking outward, I looked inward, deep within my soul and now my heart sings with joy. A love that no man, woman, or child could give. Self is now free. I have grown wings and I’m soaring to my destiny that has been calling. I love me some love and all that it entails.
All my love,
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